Muhammad Ibrahim Bin Jurahel,

For 5 mnths i'm with you, i really enjoyed myself to th most.

If this was a ride, it wont beat having this journey with you.

Eventhough we arent any perfect souls, we just knw hw to take gd care of eachother.

We've been through quite alot, and i'm glad we're still standing strong.

You're my everything, oh love.

♥♥♥

Salam Aidilfitri semue, Maaf Zahir &Batin.

time flies so fast &nw, its already th 2nd wk of raye.mainly th firstday were spent at th grands hse late night, we're th last to arrive.second day was spent at hm due to th fact that th relatives paid visit to our hse.w/o grandma for th first yr, life is kind of dull &hard to pull through.its sad to realise shes nt arnd anymore like hw she used to, today marked her 100th day since she left.we got to visit her grave last saturday, then its off to relatives hse.my camera charger was being misplaced by father that i didnt bring it along.only yterday that i found it right inside his wardrobe, hw silly cn he be!

for me raye this year isnt that cheerful &happening, unlike any other years.maybe its due to grandma's departure.wkdays are spent to rot at hm for me, only at night cn i spend my time with beloved.hes being posted to mandai hill camp instead of jurong/smbwng camp - only to find out that his HQ was at smbwng.life hadnt been easy for him, hes yet to adapt to th surrounding.sch will be starting on th 19th oct, long way to go.alhamdulillah, my result is good but it cn surely be improved.i'm done for nw, gdnight people.

this wk is really those busy days.frm chilling session with th boyf on wkends, heading to geylang/johor for lastmin spree with th fam &bby, iftar with bby + also th gfs, baking more &more cookies for raye, spring cleaning at hm ,preparing for break fast &trawe.on top of that, fever &flu came at th wrong time.i'm still having flu nw, heck.

brother has just gone to ns last tues, still i'll be seeing him everyday at hm.he gets to become a clerk temporary for 6mnths due to irregular heartbeat.at th same time, bby just gotten his 2a license, a yr to go for his class 2 license - r6 eh bby?hehehe, our dream bike.&oh, he just get his posting.jurong camp as a driver - 1yr&9mnths to get class 3 &4 license, damn you.my turn is nxtyr eh, relax.hes been so annoying, randomly saying that hes eager for th future: big bike, mazda car &wanting to propose when i turn 24; - 7th of may falls on sat, happy note hahaha.heck, see if i cn bear with your nonsense till ORD! long long long way to go, we dont knw what th future might holds.

today marked th 2nd last day of ramadan, last day of trawe  &2 more days before raye.mum has been nagging to bring boyf hm during raye coz shes too curious to see th person who never fails to bring me out till late night, good or bad? - idk.pictures?i'm lazy.okay, i'm so going to accompany mum to giant for some groceries shopping.gotta head th showers now; salam aidilfitri buat semua, maaf zahir &batin :)

last tuesday was bby's POP day, atlast after 13wks of waiting - its over nw.it was obviously a memorable day for him &also myself.for th first time watching him graduate frm hell, for sure i'm glad.we turned four last monday, th day before his POP.as usual he'll wished me repeatedly &on that very late night, after my trip to jb.wkends are spent with him alone, lastmin change of plans - sorry to della ofcourse.raye preparation is nt so gd, many things have to be done.without bby having to head back to bunk, he'll stick with me 24/7.if nt, he'll get so worried over god-knows-what.as time goes by, i realised its nw th last wk of fasting.thats hw time flies, so swiftly.lailatul-qadr wk nw, i'm going to stay up late &ask for forgiveness.i'm so occupied nwadays especially with my life revolves arnd bby &raye coming up, heading to th southern side of spore tomorrow.gdnight people, plenty of pictures to update but i'm lazy.parts of it below &videos will be updated nxt time;

last wkends plan was ditched! get to iftar at bby's hse instead of geylang.but look at th bright side, will be heading to geylang this saturday.hpefully cn meet up della too! its been a while.so basically my wkends was spent by chilling at upper seletar on sat &at admiralty on sun before hes back to camp.a wk to go before his POP! wooohooo~

and oh, i decided to withdraw frm th KL trip due to some issues.already informed th person-in-charge but she only replied "oh my goodness, i just get the approval" - what approval anyway?i hadnt submit any document related, is it nt possible to just terminate my name?oh well, will hear frm her soon &my personal mentor is away.oh god, i cant make it so pls make sure they cn withdraw me frm th trip.no matter they agree or nt, i wont be going for sure.so it doesnt make any difference.haiyaaaa.

EG1744 exam tomorrow &EG1743 th day after.preparation is gd but its confusing to recall which notes for which day, i already memorize it all.i need all th gdluck wishes i cn get, heck i want to pass.till then; gdnight peeps or should i say: gdmorning! :)

oh. i miss love.

confinement really sucks, late bkout.

fetching &iftar later.

had insomnia &decided to mug for paper.

~much love.

i knw i cn be real mean, i knw i cn be such a bitch.to wrap things up, i'm nt perfect to start with.people have flaws &so do i.i'm sorry if i hurt you, i'm sorry if i disappoint you in some way or other.although you dont say nor show, i cn sense you.i appreciate who you are, i cherish all th times i spent with you.you're th one who open up my eyes &heart, you proved me that you're different frm th rest.

MUHAMMAD IBRAHIM BIN JURAHEL, i'm grateful to have you in my life.i thank god for sending you here to me, allowing you to be with me.although you're currently serving th nation &located distance away, i'm just glad to have th patience &courage to wait.alhamdulillah, 2more bkout to go &you'll graduate frm BMTC.7wks of suffering have passed &see hw strong our rship is.trying to recall back, it was not easy at all.it truly made me realised you're th one.thanks for accepting me &bearing all th nonsense i've made, thanks for giving me th security &comfort i need.ilyttc ayimbby, i'll always be by your side.

i've just created this site, user-friendly i must say.should i delete my blogger?coz sometimes blogger drives me insane.oh well, time will decide.

&&i so miss my AyimBby - 4more days to bkout :)

i love you, ibrahim!

wkends are spent fruitfully with ayimbby.headed to CCKpark &smbwng park on saturday; twn &henderson waves on sunday.he just left for tekong justnw after sending me off to sch.ok i'm done.3tests coming, focus iqa!

Escape Theme Park;

Saloon/Surprises/TampOne/PizzaHut;

th pics taken otw to tekong, after that cameras dont really being allowed.